so christmas is over, and i have to say it went pretty well. i got all my shopping done in one day (awesome), and santa was pretty good to me. i got spoiled as usual. my favorite gift was my new ipod, which i didnt ask for but i am very happy i got. i didnt realize i would use it so much. however i do walk my dog 2 - 3 times a day.

i will be busy in the next few days getting work done before new years, and also planning my new years. i am going to a house party this year. there better be some good looking boys there or else!

anyways anyone who reads this happy new years. (even though its the same old sh*t just a new number in the year).

Ok so I havent been on in a while. God hates me and I'm sick again. I have gotten another rotten cold. And it's one of those really annoying colds that when for example bend down to take a sip of your soup your nose drips in it. Now I know that is gross to say but you all know what im saying! Don't pretend it hasnt happend to you!

Despite my miserable cold, I am in a fairly jolly mood for christmas! However it is after midnight now so technically it is dec 23rd and i have bought zero thats right zero presents. However I am not worried, thats why man invented Wal-Mart. The great one stop shop store.

You know what I have noticed about my self as im entering my old age....I don't buy cool stuff anymore. I buy my clothes at Wal-mart. I no longer spend $200 on shoes, oh god i think im turning un-cool.Anyways.....

Is it wrong to still want a pony for Christmas? Im not too old for a pony am I? I was just talking to my friend brandon (not my boyfriend- even though he should be) and he went out and fed his horse. I have always wanted a horse, I would even settle for one of those minature ponies, i couldnt ride it but i would look after it and make it look pretty!

I asked my parents to get me another dog for christmas and they said no. Technically speaking i dont need their permission because i no longer live with them. However though they are the primary care givers to ginger after me of course, and i think if i had two bullies, they wouldnt babysit for me anymore. I'll have another one probably within the year.... shhhhh!!!!!

If anyone reads this say a prayer for me....I'm shopping all day, Im going to fight all those crazy people in the large crowds. Im going to get er' done!!!!!!

FELIZ NAVIDAD!!!!

some times i think i try too hard, other times i think i just give up. does everyone feel like a seesaw or is it just me.

one day i feel like im at the top of the world then a moment later i feel like im at the bottom of a barrell, and let me tell you there're ain't no monkeys in it!

WHATEVER.

Amy tagged me????

4 Jobs I have Had:

1. loblaws- bakery(hated my boss)
2. iga- bakery(loved this job)
3. grand&toy- order picker(summer job with dad)
4. motel6 - manager(current employment)

4 Places I have Lived:

1. 516 Bradley Dr. Whitby upstairs bedroom
2. 516 Bradley Dr. Whitby downstairs bedroom
3. 325 Dovedale Dr. Whitby basement apartment
4. 165 Consumers Dr. Whitby motel6 managers apartment

4 Favorite Foods:

1. Doritos
2. French Fries
3. Strawberries
4. Eggs

4 Movies I could watch over & over again:

1. Forrest Gump
2. Titanic
3. Dumb & Dumber
4. Wayne's World

4 Tv shows I enjoy:

1. Laguna Beach
2. Grey's Anatomy
3. CSI (original)
4. Men In Trees

4 Places I have travelled:

1. Italy
2. Mexico
3. France
4. Switzerland

4 Places I'd like to visit:

1. Hawaii
2. Alaska
3. Japan
4. Tibet

4 Websites I go to daily:

1. yahoo.ca
2. msngames.com
3. thehip.com
4. kraft.ca

Who do I tag?:

No one, I have no friends on here yet!

Im finally awake...

I deserve a frigg'n medal. It has taken almost a year and a half, but I think I have finally shaken the EX. Im not sure when I turned into a pathetic woman who would make up excuses for the crappy things her boyfriend would do to her. But I did. Finally, I think I just woke up from a bad dream. Since we broke up I have been hoping he would take me back. Isn't that hilarious, I want him to take me back, yet he is the one who cheated on me, twice, and one of those times ended up giving him a daughter which he kept a secret from me. I know what your thinking how could I want a piece of crap like that in my life and the answer is I DON'T KNOW.

I think I have wasted the last year of my life waiting for him. Well no more. I'm done being used by a guy who doesnt respect me. I would never let my friends date a jerk like that so why am I thinking that its good enough for me.

I could go on and on and on about my jerk of an ex, but I'm in a good mood tonight so I don't want to think of him. However I have no idea of how to meet new people especially men. My friends god love 'em are ZERO help. (seriously may have to get new friends?)

Im not ready for on-line dating, and i seriously doubt i ever will join in on that band wagon. I dont like the idea of posting my picture and being judged before they meet me in person.

I wish i was a maneater. I have a friend who is a maneater, looks like fun!!! you know who you are MANEATER.

I am having my work christmas party this weekend, who knows maybe just mabe if god still isnt punishing me, he'll send me a normal handsome guy, preferably over 6ft.

My first Post!!!

I'm not really sure what I am doing. I have just created a blog. Truthfully I am not really 100% sure of what a blog is? Do I need a blog? Do I want a blog? Does anyone really care to read about what I have to say? Despite my optimism I have created a blog. Yippee-Skippy let the good times roll!!!!!!

I've created this blog because my cousin Amy has one. I like to read hers so I have decided to have one of my own. Though I'm pretty sure she will be the lonely soul to read my blog.

I'm trying new things in my life. I'm starting off small like today creating a blog. Who knows tomorrow I may try skydiving, you know baby steps to a new life.

Are there rules to writing a blog? Do I need a theme? Am I allowed to ramble on about whatever I want?

I'm pretty sure I'm not allowed to swear, which is a shame cause some times a enjoy my potty mouth! If I can swear someone let me know.

Anyways I actually have lots to say, wether its worth while for anyone to read about that I am unsure of, but I would like to share this thought with the world.....

Yesterday I was Christmas shopping, in HomeOutfitters to be exact. While I was scoping out the coffeemakers, I noticed this rather large woman. She was about my age (27), and I noticed she was married ( saw the ring). Truthfully I was jealous how can such a large girl be married is what I thought, when I'm half her size and i cant get any guys to look my way anyways not the point. Any who large girl walking around, when her husband pops around the corner. Usually I'm not too interested in people BUT this couple almost made me throw-up! There in the middle of a crowded store this man the husband probably in his early 30's starts calling his wife MOMMY!!! At first I thought I was mistaken but NO, NO I WASN'T. He kept saying "OK Mommy", "I'll be right there Mommy". GROSS!!! Seriously I would rather die alone then be with a man my husband none the less that called me Mommy.

I truely was disgusted by this and think its not appropriate for grown men to call their girlfriends or wives "Mommy". Do you think he has mother issues, I think so!