I deserve a frigg'n medal. It has taken almost a year and a half, but I think I have finally shaken the EX. Im not sure when I turned into a pathetic woman who would make up excuses for the crappy things her boyfriend would do to her. But I did. Finally, I think I just woke up from a bad dream. Since we broke up I have been hoping he would take me back. Isn't that hilarious, I want him to take me back, yet he is the one who cheated on me, twice, and one of those times ended up giving him a daughter which he kept a secret from me. I know what your thinking how could I want a piece of crap like that in my life and the answer is I DON'T KNOW.
I think I have wasted the last year of my life waiting for him. Well no more. I'm done being used by a guy who doesnt respect me. I would never let my friends date a jerk like that so why am I thinking that its good enough for me.
I could go on and on and on about my jerk of an ex, but I'm in a good mood tonight so I don't want to think of him. However I have no idea of how to meet new people especially men. My friends god love 'em are ZERO help. (seriously may have to get new friends?)
Im not ready for on-line dating, and i seriously doubt i ever will join in on that band wagon. I dont like the idea of posting my picture and being judged before they meet me in person.
I wish i was a maneater. I have a friend who is a maneater, looks like fun!!! you know who you are MANEATER.
I am having my work christmas party this weekend, who knows maybe just mabe if god still isnt punishing me, he'll send me a normal handsome guy, preferably over 6ft.
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What!!!! I can't believe that ... I am in shock, a daughter? You don't need him ... you are so much better and deserve so much better, and don't think I am biased just because I am your cousin. You have surprised me so much with your blogging. By the way I have that CD and love it.
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